Tuesday, December 28, 2010

2011 and all of it's changes...

New years always bring new goals, resolutions, and plans for most people. For me it's nursing school- which means a whole new life from here on out. I had actually been looking forward to the spring semester because the plan was for it to consist of one 4 hour class. A class that I had already taken. Then the phone rang. It was the head of admissions for the nursing program that I had applied to in the summer. I had been turned down in October. A nice letter that read something along the lines of "Thank you for applying...but you weren't one of the top 100," kinda thing came and gone were my hopes of nursing school for another year. Until the call came. I was next on the list. Some girl didn't show up for orientation and she was out. I was in...if I wanted to be. And I did, though maybe not at first. I accepted the spot that I had wanted so badly for so long, knowing that after I quit shaking and my head stopped spinning, I would want it again. So now I am in. And I am not sure what all that means but I know it means a lot of changes. Scary changes. Obstacles and challenges to work through, but good is never easy anyway. Since writing is my therapy I am going to attempt to blog my way through it all- ups and downs and in betweens. Usually I hate complaining...but I can't promise that I wont on here- since I have already stated that writing is my therapy. I may vent a lot, actually. So don't get the wrong picture of me, but I am where I am, so if you can handle wherever that is each time I post you are free to follow me along the way. Good bye 2010, and thanks for being nicer to me than the few before you.